Dear Diary . . . ☆彡
is this as strange to you as it is to me?



June 12th, 2022
Returning to who you once were is a worth endeavor I think. In the end, do people really change? In the end, isn't it better to be true to yourself in spite of what others may think?
I felt I was truly onto something during some years. Not so much on others. I can remember some years feeling pure joy in spite of suffering, but before a big collapse. I feel that I was more honest with myself bck then.
Is it worth it to attempt to return to that kind of "authenticity"?
Does anybody really know themselves anyways?

• snapchat
• milk with honey and cinnamon
• romanticize the good
• meditation
• prayer
• world of warcraft
• waking up before the sun comes through
• beef liver

April 21st, 2022
I want to try lots of new things this year. I have done some new thngs already. But its easy to just do the same things because they are familiar. I want to do new things instead.

It's a little hard to focus right now but I just want to feel inspired always.I know that is unrealistic but I just had to say it because its true. I think feeling inspired is the most beautiful feeling in the entire world.

It is easier to write the more you do it. This weekend is --------. I think it will be fun, I'm not sure if it's my scene anymore...

April 20th, 2022
• I got my teeth deep cleaned! Wow. They are sore but beautiful. I am excited for my next cleaning.
• Electric toothbrush
• 25mm film

March 28th, 2022
• Me and Faith made pasta sauce and invited our good friend over and it was really fun and relaxing. I feel like she never judges anyone. You can really be yourself around her.
• Me and my brother have been playing Diablo II together on Saturdays. It means a lot to me that he sets this time aside for me.

March 26th, 2022
• A crochet daisy headband
• Two cute pens ( mermaid cat, and a rabbit )
• A white Jelly Roll gel pen
• A flocked deer figurine
• An oatmilk latte and a blueberry muffin




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